hey yall

i just totally lost it ^^
somehow i just dont get it :p
yesterday i went out on a party and this girl i never met before likes me
but she's hb6 and my standards are rather high. there was this other bitch 8 that i liked but i was overly nice blabla i screwed up she still likes me tho but a friend of mine is busy on her which sux cuz that would make me beta
anyway i decided to get all the other girls except her so i would dhv her over, which worked tho i just hadnt got the balls to just do shit with her cuz i was afraid i would appear needy.
i think my mate is gonna do her though the hb 8 (shes really hot i think im a lil bit in love cuz shes so cute, and my mate thinks the same

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anyway i hooked the hb6 big time, and i didnt even want her. i just used her as a peacock item.
im stuck with her :p she danced with me yesterday all the fkn night and even when i was like i gotta get outta here, i went for the bathroom and 2 minutes later she showed up

the point is, it sux! pua ism sux! its really cool if you can master this shit, somehow i just cant ! at least i havent done it yet
girls are all sluts, thats what i have learned.
the girl that likes me (hb6) added me on msn, she asked for it so i gave it im not a real jerk or anything. and im also having a convo with her right fkn now only she keeps it alive and i answer and sometimes i dont like right now im just typing on this forum.
and for some reason this creates even more attraction in the lil lizzard brain of hers, and thats what i dont get !
i mean, im really simple. if i like someone (i know when i do) ill just talk and be really nice and girls just seem to get turned off by that.
when i dont like someone i talk, but i dont keep the convo alive and i dont overly smile and stuff like that.
i just answer and im not even maintaining eye contact to see better girls, targets, arround.
i just really dont get it

this shit doesnt make sense at all i wish those stupid girls would just be like: oh ! he likes me, i like him too lets fuck
oh he likes me not, lets stop bothering him.
but appareantly they dont work like that. they dont keep it simple but they do love to fuck

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Failure was never an option
Because girls don't like sex..
Yeah RIGHT!
Why else do you think girls have P*ssies
