I realized that I am pretty much hopeless when it comes to girls. I'm shy talking around guys too (I'm not gay or attracted to men in any way) and when it comes to girls its even worst. I have the worst case when it comes to eye contact and body language. I'm usually the last person to laugh on a joke with my friends.

I'm not ugly as I've had 2 girlfriends before but both of them were 6s and at best 7s. I've spent a few months into this PUA thing and it worked when I came to a visit in New York. There were so many people that I was able to open girls up.

I'm back down south here in the rural area of georgia and I have a worst case of depression. I don't believe in myself anymore. And my pickup skills have diminished overnight.

I was thinking, is it possible to get girls with money? I know what most of you will say, they will only like you until you have no more money and leave you. In my opinion thats worth it because its better than nothing. Some people are talented in picking up women and some people like me are just talented at academics.

I have no future in picking up women, I tried. If you tell me to try harder then how so?

You just said that you had success in New York, so you obviously have a future in picking up women. Perhaps your location limits this. Adapt to it and find ways to deal with it- whether that be moving, changing your game, finding different venues or whatever.

Money will get you a gold digger or a prostitute. What's it gonna be? Bear in mind that by actively showing off your money you will appear arrogant, so along with drastically narrowing your selection of women you'll also be pissing off all the other potentials in the process. Don't do this shit.

You did well in NY so your abilities are proven. The same techniques will work back home, but you need to let go of some unfounded emotional drawbacks first. I'm no psychiatrist but I'm guessing that outside of your normal surroundings you were able to don a sort of social mask, and you were able to step out of your comfort zone due to diminished fear of reprisal. These people didn't know you and you were never going to see them again. It boosted your confidence and you didn't care about them, and that's why you performed well - because you didn't give a shit. So, look around you and think to yourself... are these people really that different? Their opinions of you will be exactly the same and if you come across a girl who doesn't like you why should you make a big deal out of it? Fuck them. Stop caring so damn much about your reputation and what people think of you and get off your ass and do it. Your mind will make excuses for you not to and you may even feel fear, but you need to tell your mind to go fuck itself and start listening to your heart and your balls.

No more of this "I can't do it" crap, you can do it and you know you can. You're just making excuses because failure at home seems like a bigger deal than it was in NY. Think about it this way, when you were up there you didn't care about the people around you, their stupid opinions... and that is what caused you to succeed. Imagine the situations and the good times you had when you were on top of your game. Focus on the positive emotions, you'll actually start to feel the happiness you felt when you were there in the moment. You felt pretty fucking good right? Then ask yourself if it really matters what people think and you'll laugh to yourself and say fuck no! Before that feeling goes away, get your ass out there and have a good time meeting some girls so you can get back to us with a kickass field report.