The title sums it up.

I'm 31. I look young, I'm fit. I want to sleep with beautiful women because I never got to when I was younger. I was a late bloomer. I didn't get a place of my own until last July. I realised then how I should have done that years ago and the fear that held me back from talking to women, enjoying life. I also don't drink because it runs my life and ruins it. Anyways...

I recently got a job where I was able to work in an operating room and got to know doctors on a first name basis.

I felt on top of the world. I could talk to anyone anywhere
My self esteem was great.

Well I got bumped back down to a janitor level. I hate the place I work. I've done five years of school and a triple major, several internships, etc.

What are my chances of pulling this off? Can I still do it? When a girl asks me where I work and what I do, a I can say is the hospital and "I'll tell you later" to what I do. I might be jobless here soon..again. so I'm in even more a predicament.

This is really bothering me.

I would start by working on the job situation. Not that it is a bad job, but because it is bothering you. Fix yourself first to get your head in the right place. Your hesitance and anxiety will show in conversations/body language. This will improve your inner game ten fold which is half the game. You said you could talk to anyone when you were feeling good. As for the rest, it sounds like you just don't have very much experience so you need to get out there and practice. Start with the newbie missions and build on it.

That's true. I just feel like I'm old. Even though I don't look it. That fear has always been with me. When I was 25, I was afraid to go after girls who were 18-19. Now im 31 and want women that are 24-25. But I feel like I need to have some sort of job or lie about my age. I also feel like I'm so need that by the time I do get good I'll be too old. Plus I have a 'girlfriend' and I sometimes feel like that's holding me back.

All in all, I have a ton of fears. I feel like I can do this. I just don't want to be that old guy who regrets everything.

I want to go to bars and clubs especially when my inner game is on. But I have to do it sober, and all my friends are sober and afraid to go to the bar or club. I know it's easy to pick up there though. But I agree my inner game needs to be perfected. I just want to be good at this right away. I'm not great with closes and anxiety often creeps in.

Edit**** I do well with a wing man. But finding one is difficult where I live. I've reached out on forums. Friends if mine are good, but they've all slept around and want to straighten up themselves or are just afraid. IDK..