I have some shit to deal with my life, nothing serious, like depression, lost someone very close to me. I still do my hobbies, and some girls are showing interest, but I know I cant do my prime game right now(i am beginner, but I am pretty coffident), I post some of shit I did with those girls, like dodge eye contact.

The thing is, I know I iam not in the frame of mind, but I want to save those girls for when I am well again. One who was showing lots of interests in boxing classes just gone cold(I think that I am some kind of cold/cocky/etc.. guy), I am pretty lost how to deal with it. suggetions?