I have been reading from Neil Strauss's book "The Truth," and there is a passage in it that says something like:

When he wrote "The Game," he was trying to figure out why the girls he liked didn't like him back.

When he wrote "The Truth," (which is about relationships) he was trying to figure out what to do with the girls once they liked him back.

This leads me to my problem, which is neither. My problem is LIKING THEM in the first place.

I don't think I have to tell anyone here that I have a lot of anger, and it's not because they rejected me because actually a lot of hot girls have wanted me in the past. When I was 21-22, I used to turn down 10 girls/week and that is not a joke.

It comes from a place of misogyny and KNOWING that I have been through 1000 things that no girl (or most any person) could go through and an honest opinion that females are weaker. I have all sorts of scientific theories and evidence to back up the fact that females are the weaker gender of the human species.

This is not to be confused with homosexuality, which is liking men. I don't even hang out with other guys or have any male friends. I am paranoid/suspicious of other guys to an extreme.

I really need to look at girls and find things that I like about the INDIVIDUALS that I should be talking to and getting to know. It needs NOT to be about their looks or the fact that they have wet holes that my dick can go in. These are real people, not some sort of sexual slave or fantasy for me.

I think that this is my major sticking point. Many times, when I let my guard down, I can look a girl in the eye and be light-hearted and actually like them, but those moments seem to be few and far between.

I have had some very fun moments and light-hearted conversation with prostitutes, so I know I can do this.

What I can foresee happening and what frustrates me even before getting started on this is the PRETENTIOUSNESS of girls. If they have any sort of looks whatsoever, they assume that their value is 11/10, when in reality, they have no useful skills whatsoever. They can't build a house or fix a car and "looking good" is all that they have to offer the world. I don't think it should be that way and that, I think, is my source of resentfulness to them.

At this point, I can go to Hooters and look at the girls and see through the looks. I see girls with Daddy Issues, girls trying to be hot because they weren't in high school, and girls who KNOW they deserve the best life has to offer because their butt is big. I have been through way too much shit to take that seriously.

At this point, I would be happy having a girlfriend that I could find a connection with even if we didn't have sex. Yet at the same time, it's hard NOT to have sex when you're in the same room as someone and it's not to wake up with an erection, etc.

And perhaps my narcissism is to match the large egos of these girls. I have lived homeless on the street before so I can RESENT looking at a female who gets hired just because of her looks, etc. She gets what she has just because she is female. That's not fair.

And I hope that some or all of you have read into MGTOW and saw how the standards of females have become ridiculously high since feminism broke up the family unit. You literally have to be Brad Pitt or George Clooney or someone millionaire in a Lamborghini to get some of these girls attention.

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Lol man you need help.

Therapy man, therapy!

We don't need you killing the vibe in here! If your going to rant, make a blog, or better yet... Just write down your negative thoughts on paper, then burn them.

MY man redstar ! How's the "real estate" business going ? Have you started yet.

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You need help.

I got a third of the way into this without checking to see who the OP was, and then instantly figured it out. Lol

Its actually illegal for him to be on this forum at the moment.

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Yet at the same time I could have brought a girl home from "Hooters" (not Hooters, but a restaurant similar) the other day by doing nothing more than telling her I flip houses and sitting at the bar rapping.

"That's why they call me Slim Shady. I'm back. I'm back."

She asked "Where are you going after this?" and I just froze up. I should have said?

"I don't know. Want to come back to my place?"

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