Hey
I will try to keep this relative short.

We kissed once allmost a year ago and went on 2 dates. I failed the second one (didn't escalate, which I blamed my ex couse she showed up at my door and told me she was pregnant.). We texted a bit and I got friend zoned. At that time it was fine, couse I got my mind on my ex.

We became good friends since then, she have set me up with one of her friends, which I ended with fucking for 2 months, before that train stopped due to logistic challenges.

The last half year have been a messy one for me on the mental plan and ended with a small depression and alot of time spend with a shrink. Have had a lot of social troubles with my family, especially my dad where I have to act as the grown up most of the time, which combined with stress from work and study got the better off me.

Then last week we had a wine night at my place and consumed a couple of bottles. We talked and I got a bit and maybe alot sentimal due to us talking about her friend I dated who I was fond of and my other issues. She slept at my place and we ended up cuddling and then fucking and then cuddling some more most of the night.
In the morning we did some more cuddling and some fingering before she removed my hand and said we had to stop. We then just talked and moved into the living room, her in her panties and tshirt and we just laid there cuddling while watching tv.

My head is allready messed up and Im wondering if I maybe want more with this girl, even though she said this shouldnt change our friends relationship and we should still stay like it was before. She have then approached me at school and been texting me funny memes, just like before.

What are your guys thoughts on all this? Im confused, can't really decide if I wanna go after dating her or I rather wanna keep her as a friend and dont go after her. Even thinking if I just should tell her that my head got messed up last time and see what happends.

So you two had casual sex and you want to marry her now?

Don't overthink she gave you all the info you need to know, keep it at a "friend" level and don't mention relationship unless she does. If you really want her to make her your gf:

Option 1: Date other girls, be more available for your other friends too. Have hobbies, put her on the 5th place. Decline her sex sometimes.

Thermonuclear option: Fuck other girls, make sure she finds out but not by you. If she ever brings it up, say that you two are just friends, then fuck her afterwards. Leave after sex.

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