I have been working on some serious inner game. I realize that I don't know to build connections with people its weird. All my life I've never really had a strong bond with anyone. I really don't have anyone I can call my best friend. I barley know any information about my parents and siblings. It's like I went through my whole life being superficial with everyone. It has cause deep issue in me such as fapping and why I feel awkward talking to women and can't hold a conversation. I seem to lost my way to connect with people. Does anyone know how to fix this ? how to stop being superficial with everyone ?

Yes ... many of us were like this. I was at one point. Disconnected from everything. You will go suicidial if you keep down that path.

How to fix? Do the opposite of what you're doing now. Try to form a strong bond with someone, find friends taht have common interests, reach out to your parents and siblings (I suggest move out on your own if possible). Stop fapping....