Here is the story. It's a bit long…

Background:
Its been so long since I've been here I needed to create a new profile since I lost all my info. Anyways, I met this girl 8 years ago. At that time I was nothing like I am today. I was scared of women and I never made a move. She got tired of waiting and moved on. We kept in touch here and there. Few years after she moved to Mexico. She came back in Jan of this year. When I found out she was back here to live I decided to make my move. She has always been the girl I've wanted. So in late June of this year we started dating and in Aug we became a "couple"

Issue:
The EX BF. She has known him for 4-5 years I think. When we started dating I caught her in a lie. She said she was going to hangout with her friends but in reality she was hanging out with him. I called her out on it and she played it off calling me insecure and all that stuff. Few days later we were hanging out and I brought it up again and she knew I caught her so she confessed and said she was, but other people where there…LIE.

Anyways, fast forward to this past week. She "broke up" with me because she was a pic of myself with a girl that hangouts with my group of friends. The pic was from April and honestly, I never did anything with that female. Not my type. But my friend did burn me with the caption and hashtags she used so my girl got offended that I wanted her to meet my friend. She didn't believe nothing happen. 2 days passed by and my gf texted me saying she is sorry and she wants to work things out. So we talked and then she told me she hungout with her ex bf again…alone and she did it because she was mad at me and after she regret it.

That was around Wednesday so on Friday we went out to a bar. When I dropped her off I noticed her ex bf's car parked outside her house. When I got closer the car pulled away. My girl pretended like she saw nothing so I knew something was up…Saturday she slept over and I never thought I would ever do this, but I went through her phone and sure enough. While she was with me she was texting her ex to pick her up after and that is what happen. One text read "Thanks for the f**k. You'll always be my favorite boy." Another read "My BF fell asleep, I regret not sleeping over with you"

I called her out on it and she said she was sorry and that she doesn't want to lose me. She wants to be with me and will do whatever she has to make it right. I asked her why she did it and said, "idk I guess I am used to him"

Next Move?
I am not sure what do here. I guess I can just walk away because of the stuff that happen, but I've always liked this girl. For 8 years this was the girl I wanted to be with. I decided to change my way when it came to women because of her. But my vision if foggy right now. I know deep down she does care for me in a way. I don’t know if she is confused or is she just playing me stupid. She says all the right stuff. My insecurities have gotten the best of me lately. I am LOST! I need some advice because right now I have a million thoughts going through my head. I need someone from the outside to give me some advice.

If you have any self respect and value yourself at all, there's not even a choice here.

Don't fool yourself or try to convince yourself that she's amazing cause it was 8 years in the making.

She's not wonderful. She's not "the one". She's not special... See this for what it actually is: Bitch is cheating on you, plain and simple.

On top of that, she's lying about it.

You will never be able to trust her.

Yeah this. Walk away.