Ok guys, go ahead and click on another thread if you don't want to read about some deep introspection relating to the game..

I want to detail my journey from nice guy, to a criminal with a hard dick, and share my future aspirations for the game.


I was a late bloomer. I lost my virginity at age 20. While this was mostly because I wanted to save it for marriage blah blah blah, part of it was because I didn't know what I was doing. I mean, I had girls offer to take it, tons of blow jobs and hand jobs, but I just wasn't sure if I was ready. You guys might be reading this and saying "pussy" well fuck you, thats the way it was. So anyway, I started dating a girl at age 20 who was hellbent on taking my virginity. She was a slut and got exactly what she wanted, except for a baby lol. She was baby crazy and i'm really glad I insisted on wearing condoms. Her and I dated for around 6 months and finally broke it off. It was a really tough break up, and it took me months to get over it, but once I did, I was ready to start banging.

I managed to sleep with 2 more girls before I discovered the game. Specifically, Tony's Lay guide. IF you guys haven't checked out this gem of a resource, I recommend it highly. After studying this guide, and a couple other resources I realized I was a natural all along, I was just lacking confidence. Thankfully one of my close friends, we will call him jspit, had a knack for confidence. I studied his game along with internet resources and found myself fucking 6 girls in a span of 6 months. This number includes college coeds, doctors, moms, and more. I was on fire. Sadly for my game, or perhaps to its benefit, I got into a long term relationship. That is how I went from being a nice guy to a player.

This relationship lasted a couple years, we moved in together, and it failed miserably. I managed to shag a few girls during this time which was cool, but it didn't create a healthy relationship. Shortly after this breakup I started using drug and alcohol at lethal doses and continued to shag a few girls. Unfortunately, during this time I became known to the state as a criminal. I'm not going to say why, but it is nothing violent. This had a large impact on my game, mostly mentally. I turned from being a player, to a criminal with a hard dick.

That leads me to where I am now, contemplating where I want to be. Since catching a case my love life has changed. It is really hard to hide it from girls that i'm in trouble. I was fucking a girl with my house arrest monitor on, and another was taking me to my random drug tests. As you can see, it is really hard to keep this quiet. I've noticed girls have stopped wanted me to be their boyfriend as much, but are more likely to engage in high-risk sex with me. It's kind of cool, but not really.

So i'm in a weird place in the game. I've gone from being the nice guy to being a player, to being borderline-used for sex. In the future, I hope to get to a place in my game where girls see me as more than a one-time fling. The last handful of girls have specifically told me they only wanted sex. A lot of you guys would be cool to be in my shoes, but I'm looking for more. I want to be the guy that every girl wants to marry, its more than just sex for me. I want every girl to fall in love with me. I was thinking today how, yeah I only have 1 pair of shoes, and 1 pair of jeans and still get laid, but I want more than that. I want girls to chase me, beg me to meet their parents, ect. Maybe I'm just a man who is never satisfied.

Anyway, I hope you guys learned something from my introspection. Its been a crazy few years .

On a side note, if anyone can help me get to Portugal, I would be very appreciative. I'll be the most loyal wingman you ever had.