There was this girl back in high school who came to me FIRST. She actually messaged me on FB and told me to text her. Couple days went by and i texted her. Anyways we went out a few times but nothing serious went on. From what happened, i realized she just wanted to hang out for now and test the waters. Be friends for a while and what not. The reason i say this is because we graduated HS like a week after she told me to text her and i knew that we both would go separate ways.

Anyways i learned from my mistakes with her and said some stupid stuff as well as came off as a bit clingy in a way. Shes been with 1 person her whole life and they didn't work out but for some reason i kept kinda bringing it up. I was dumb...

Not really sure what ticked her off but i think she noticed that i wanted a relationship and i believe she didn't want one because she told me she doesn't want to rush into things. We both did like each other on some level.

This is the part i don't get...

She doesn't even want to be friends nor talk to me. I honestly didn't do anything wrong... I waited like a month and what not... tried to talk to her and she ignores me. It's been close to a year now i believe and I've changed. I've learned from the stupid shit i did, and i get what she wants. I honestly can't get her out of my head even to this day.

So I'm wondering... is there a way to kinda re-lit the candle? Just hang out with her even... not even trying to be in a relationship right now. Just become friends with her and what not.

But really i didn't do anything wrong lmfao. I have no idea why she ignores me. Maybe she doesn't want to catch feelings if we talk... i have no idea.

She lives in another city... but I'll be going there to pick something up and i was thinking maybe i should just message her randomly to meet me somewhere at this and this time and I'll be eating/drinking there for a bit and she should come by. If she doesn't show up, she doesn't show up.

I honestly really want to talk to her again. She likes the way i am... she even said so. Something just... ticked her off and i don't know what. Probably because i was too pushy .

We are both about to be 20 by the way

The times we went out we laughed and talked. It was very chill... and enjoyable. Nothing bad went wrong. It's just the whole texting part kinda ruined it in a way. I'm a very bad texter lmfao. I learned to kinda.. stop texting and start meeting up and talking.

Nothing? Cool.
No thoughts?