Ill start at the start, it's a good place 2 start.

When i was young boy, i liked this girl, and this girl was a friend of my friend, and the girl told my friend that she liked me, anyway after posting a 'love letter' in her door, and bailing leaving my phone number, and some 'words'. I never heard from her. So after gaining her phone number, i sent her some txt messages, on reflection they where the neediest shit you've probably ever heard.
(I was a pure AFC, Still am *been in the game 1 year* and still haven't landed a lay or girlfriend)

Anyway she's back from Uni, i have never spoke 2 her in person, only look at her, if shes driving some where, random event's etc etc..

SO here is the crunch, i wanna go show this girl, that I'm not some creepy guy after her, i wanna show her fun, i wanna make her laugh, and i want to see her smile while she is with me, that's all i want...

She works in a pub, i now for a fact i will be going in there at some point (i will most likely randomly force myself in to the pub)

But she's working, so what am i gonna say, how am i gonna put her at ease?
How am i gonna show her, i'm what she needs in her life right now?
How am i gonna change her mood so shes attracted to me
I feel like there is this awkward barrier between us, almost as if we are both 2 scared 2 to speak, but on reflection.... like fuck is she gonna be thinking of me.....



Any replies into my fucked up situation would greatly help.