for some reason i feel incompetant most times. i feel like i'm a piece of shit basically that girls will never want. and this is fucked up because i'm muscular and good looking. i'm also short tho and i think it has an effect.

also i am like so confused about things. one thing that confuses me is that everyone i meet ends up liking me, but i still feel like a beta its fucked up.

i was raised mostly by my mother, so part of me feels as tho i have a more feminine mindset but am still a man. but i'm trying to learn how to deal wiht that.

many times i find myself trying never to do things that make me look like a pussy or gay. its been over a year since i've been with a girl so this also is not helping me out, but i just need some help overcoming all these feelings

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http://www.rsdnation.com/node/104140