Im really bad when it comes to askin about her previous relationships. I find out information that just makes me jealous. For example, she told me about her most recent b/f, they were best friends for two years b4 they went out. The guy has always had this pretty steady g/f but they keep breaking up and last time they broke up he went out with my current g/f. The relationship only lasted about 3 weeks but she told him that she loved him and gave him a hj b4 he broke up with her to go back to the other girl. She told me she would have gone farther with him if he hadnt of left her. She told me they are still best friends too.

I can't get the idea out of my head that if he breaks up with the other girl again and turns back to her that she will go running back. I know i should just trust in my game. But he has a 4 year advantage on me in knowing her. I have female friends that have had those 'guys' they will always love and would have to really consider leaving their current b/fs to go back to them. I know i can get another girl even if the worst case senario happens, but i really like this one. Ive almost dropped the L-bomb a couple of times but i dont, b/c when i did with my last g/f it was the beginning of the end. I dont know how to get these negative thoughts out of my head, how do you guys deal with it?

Thanks for taking the time to read this,
Jordan