| hey all, i have just joined this forum, so hi and thanks for welcoming me to the fold.
i have spent some time searching for a thread on this question and cant find one, sorry if im repeating. and if this is being posted in the wrong section please let me know.
k, so, ive got a sticking point at any kind of close.
ive gone over my sets and the only thing i can think of is that im over d.h.v ing, coming across as desperate?
im naturaly cocky funny, have no fear of talking to h.b 10's, establish comfort very quickly, my kino escalation is smooth, i can d.h.v so easily because im an international performer in the prime of my career.
after negging,
my last was to a second year phsyc student at a cocktail party hb 8 "my, thats very polysyllabic of you, do you always lack confidence in what you are saying by using words you think people wont understand?, but yes, you can live vicarously through me as long as you stay so cute!
i was a short while later asked to join her on a couch after returning repeated un subtle eye fucking with a smile over my shoulder a few times and not going to her.
she started escalating kino, i said (maybe a mistake here, should maybe have negged again) good looks are commen, but having someone intelligent to talk is rare and im loving it. she smiled and leaned closer. i thought kiss her you idiot, how many i.o.i's do you need!, so i used an overly worded version of the mystery kiss cls line "tell me if im wrong, but im getting a strong feeling from you, do you want to kiss me?"
she leans away a little and says something way to quite to hear, so i think, this is no time for words, im not going to ask her to repeat that, and i gently move in for the kiss. at which point she moves her head away and im left with my dick in the wind feeling like a dumb ass for trying to kiss her when she must of said no!
after all that game which seemed to be working perfectly, i can only wonder if i came across as working it too hard/desperate/inauthentic/out if her league/talking to much to prove my wit-value/ w.t.f????
i know she was single. so i dont even have a boy in the way to blame failure on!
this kind of story happens to me repeatedly, the last girl i did pash (hb9 19 y.o half asian classical musician and all round party girl) said earlier in the night of us hanging, im not going to kiss you cause then i'll want to f**k you, your too hot. if i do f**k you im afraid i'll fall for you cause your so interesting, funny, smart, buff, blah blah and im avoiding relationships right now. could of been a shit test or a polite i.o.d, i replied, im sorry babe, i was hoping just to take things as they come, keep having fun with you, dont fall for me, im 3 months out of a 5 year l.t.r(all true) and i dont want a full on relationship either!. we went dancing and ended up pashing like we were gonna swallow each other falling into a flower bed outside the club!, she hasnt been any more or any less than friendly and polite in avoiding meeting up again ever since. complete shut down. once again, what the f**k, it sounds arrogant but am i over qualifying? im certainly not feeling arrogant, i havnt made love in 6 freakin months! for gods sakes help me, my eye balls are swimming in baby paste!
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