Yeah, I am still working on the confidence thing.. I have been hitting the gym 4 - 5 times a week, and I'm trying to completely revamp my style in clothing. I am not just another one of those guys.. I am really ready to put my heart into this because I am really tired of being walked on.. I figure with a combination of getting in shape, looking better and dressing better, combined with a few successful PUs my confidence will skyrocket.. at least that is what I am aiming for..
As for the books being released and what have you.. I wish they wouldn't have and I would have discovered this world some other way.. but like I said.. I don't want to 'fake' it... I want to be the real thing.. but I just started so try not to criticize too much. I'm new here.
It's funny though that you mentioned the SOI.. because after all the reading and rehearsing.. I COMPLETELY left that step out of the equation.. and went straight to isolation. wish I wouldn't have. Guess it backfired on me. I am still a complete noob... but I am trying to use as much PUA terminology as possible. Anyway chief, thanks for the responses.