I have some talents when it comes to talking to people, even random people, and keeping a smile on my face and being entertaining. I'm a nice and a likeable person. However I have some heavy social anxiety stuff that I have been covering up with acting classes that I took as a kid.

So my main problem is I get discouraged easily and I give up on things, I get distracted easily, I never stick too it. I don't feel motivated to go out and buy new clothes and nice things, I don't feel motivated to clean up my apartment.

I have many other issues when it comes to women, especially when it comes to closing, but I figured I'd start at the begging and hopefully work my way up. Maybe somebody has some good clues on how to stick with it, stay motivated, and improve my life.

To explain how bad a closer I am - On halloween I was sitting with this cute blonde girl dressed as a playboy bunny on her freakin bed and she was giving me lots of IOI's and I STILL DIDN'T GO FOR IT. And I beat myself up about it, although I beat myself up about the past less and less since reading "The Game" and listening to some David DeAngelo stuff.

Any advice?