| So basically, I've known this girl for a year now, she's on my cours, been flirting with her for most of the year, only actually got with her for the first time about 2 months ago. Since then i have gotten with her maybe once a week or so, when were out. I kindov really want to move it up a bit more but she is rather coy. Appart from that its a good enough situation, her friends think I'm really funny and i get on really well in that environment. Its nearing the end of our course at the moment, its the last week and emotions seem a bit high. last tuesday after we went out she came down to my room after i had gone to bed and we made out for a bit but then she said she had to leave, to look after our friend (who in all fairness was in a state) kindov very frustrating though. Got with her again on thursday quite a lot. we text quite a lot. were going to the same university next year, everything seems fine. my friends all tell me she's well into me. Not to brag but i don't really struggle with attraction. Im still a virgin at 19, and it does bother me a bit, not that i could not have done more just I'm my own worst enemy. i ust to be so bad a kiss closing. well I'm a little better now but I'm just awful at taking it further. anyway this evening i envied her to come down to my room and we just chatted in a relaxed way for like 45 mins, then her friend came down for a little bit, then she left, but the girl stayed, seemed prity clear she wanted to make out. but i just screwed it up and didn't build physicality much at all, i just feel a bit awkward, and then for some stupid reason lunged. and she rejected it, but then kindov laughed about it and stayed for like another 20 mins, then she left and i was like should i try again at the door, but i felt that if she wanted to she could get with me. any way, really i just wanted to know weather i have blown it with her, or if not, as to be honest i doubt i really have as I've been tight with her for a year and have gotten with her loads of times, what should i do to rectify the situation. any help would really be great, i just need to know what to do.
Thanks.
P.s sorry for my appalling spelling, i am dyslexic.
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