approached this girl at bar.
pulled her number.
went on two dates.
got some kisses and lots of kino
(she even spent the night, no sex)

anyway this is a sticking point i've had for awhile with lots of different girls..

she will do something small to bother me..
in this instance it was over txt msgs and i was trying to see her again..
she kept stringing me along..
saying ya lets hang out..
oops after this..
let me get back to you..

so i finally got to see her that night.. for 5 min on my way to the airport..
i was totally cold to her for the 5 minutes we had..
and right after she sent me txt msgs saying
"i wish i could do that over again"
"whats wrong i hope u feel better?"
i ignored thos and ignored when she called a couple hours later..


it always is something small that gets under my skin then i respond trying to upset her.
in the end with both lose.

i know im acting like a little bitch..
i know i should be unresponsive to her games..

but i steady have this problem.. im quick to be offended by girls when they don't put me first.
i don't even want to make this chick my girlfriend or fall in love...
as im scared of being hurt/hurting others.

how can i learn to diffuse these things without letting them get to me? with out letting her see that they get to me?