Ok so 1st approach and I got a girls number and felt really good. 2nd approach in a bar and brought the girl home within 30 minutes and fucked her within 2 hrs.It was only my 11th time to fuck and I must say she did everything I asked like a porn film. But the past couple days I'm goin out and trying missions out of the lifestyle book and I'm losing confidence and beating myself up for it. It wasbso easy for me just 2 days ago....wtf!? Now I just feel pathetic and feel like giving up but I don't want to. I like the confidence that came back that I once had. I'm just fucking pissed right now and don't know why. The mission I had to do today was make eye contact with 5 strangers and get their eye color. I tried it with men today to change it up cquse every one else I approached were women with the openers. The men wouldn't fucking look me in the eye and It seemed as if I made them feel strange or something. Though the oyher night at bar I used my power and confidence to push potential cock blocks away and one of em got my number cause I told him I could teach him but this shit doesn't come free hahaha but anyway wtf is wrong with me 2day?

The 1st girl actually gave me my name she said wow your smooth. So I decided that would be my name but I feel far from fucking smooth men