Hey guys, havent been on here in a while. PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO SKIM OVER THIS, I KNOW ITS LONG BUT I NEED YOUR HELP.
Here's the story: I sent a girl from my highschool a love letter when I was drunk on facebook. (yeah I know, I'm a total AFC for doing that)
She messaged back and said "I like this"
and eventually asked me to teach her how to play guitar sometime. ( cause she knows I play guitar)
Then everyone once in a while we would chat on facebook.
but at school I never talked to her, cause I felt too fucking nervous
This is girl is a year older than me and she's the hottest girl in my school. Not only in my opinion... its what every guy in my school thinks.
Once she stayed up talking to me till 3 am (on facebook) and she said she was supposed to be writing a 15 page essay but got distracted because of something I said.
After 2 weeks, when school was finally over I went with 2girls and 2 of my buddies to a bonfire hangout just to chill. She was there too. However, I was too nervous to come up and say anything to her. Nevertheless I managed to hit on like 4 other girls there. And I had noticed that she saw me hugging one of the girls I was hitting on there.
So during the next day I felt compelled to call her. (I had her number because I texted her previously about teaching her guitar) I called 4 times and she never answered.
That night, I went to another bonfire. As I was walking there I was drunk. When I was getting close to the place a crowd was walking back. Everyone was leaving. It was too dark to see anything. So as I was passing a small group of 5, some girl said "Val? Is that you?" I didn’t stop and kept of walking down and replied "Yeah, thats me". She said "Val come here!". I replied "Why?" as I kept on getting further from her. She scram "Val, come up here now!" I replied "I can't" (I was drunk haha). Then I walked towards the bonfire, still was pretty far away, following a trail. Then someone called me on my phone and said "the cops are here". Although I was drunk I still new that it was best to head back. So I started running back. As I came back up I noticed a group of 5. And the HB I liked was there. She noticed me and said: Val! I was calling you, why didnt you come back?" I said "sorry haha I was looking for a friend" She said “haha, alright, why did you call me so many times?” as she hugged me. I replied “haha I don’t remember”. Then a buddy of mine called me cause he was gonna give me a ride home. So I said bye and left.
The day after that another bonfire happened. She was there as well. But this time I was a little drunk and I tried weed for the first time. I ended up making out with some other girl there. I told a drunken friend that I made out with some chick, and he told everyone at the party. She eventually heard it. I did not speak to her but when I was in talking to people beside her she had a pissed look on her face and moved away from the group, closer to the bonfire.
So the next day I texted her and said: “hey I’m gonna assume you think I’m a whore and a druggy. That’s true. But I am a different person during the daytime. Then, I am a guitar teacher. So if you’re still interested in guitar give me a shot”.
I didn’t hear from her that day and the next day (today) I just texted her the following “Hey reply if you get this message. Just checking to see if you were real or just a figment of my imagination ”
She hasn’t replied yet. Any suggestions on what to do now? I really like this girl, she’s a 9.5 almost perfect, and I think I fucked up badly. When giving advice keep in mind I’m in highschool. THANK YOU!!!

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For starters I think it sounds like she liked and was attracted to you befor you fucked up. And since it is not so long ago, you still have a chance to fix it, but I do not know if this way I suggest would work for you. Because you are constantly going on about how nervous you are in this post, and to do this you need to have some balls. But any way her is what I suggest:

1) Write her a textmessage that says: "I REALLY NEED TO TALK TO YOU, IT'S VERY IMPORTEN. CAN WE MEET SOME PLACE?"

* If she agrees to meet you then go to sted 2, if she dosent reply then you just gotta find her (in school, when she is out with her friends, what ever) and you got to say that you need to talk to her.

2) When you two are alone you need to tell her everything the whole storry that you shared with us. You need to tell her every detail, all from how you were to nervous to talk to her, that you were way to drunk some times, that you are sorry and that you realy like her and you would love to get a fresh start with her.

* Now she has to determine whether she like that or not. And if she says no, i would recomend just to respect her decision and try to forget her and move on.

3) On the other hand if she says yes, then you got a fresh start with her, so i would recomend to take her on a romantic date and show that you aren't that stupid fuck she saw earlyer.

* And somthing you might want to have in the back of your head is that you can only fuck up so many times before she dosent want any thing to do with you, so mabye you should cut down on the drinking.

Well that is my advice, so now it up to you and if you have the ball to do it.

Got damn Val,you're always drunk(lol)!!

Val,you had this chicc in the palm of your fucking hands man!!

Perhaps you're blowing it by being too clownish with the lst text you'd sent.

It's a powerful move when you said to her via txt that you were a whore but diferent in the day time(lol).

That's classic Val(lol).

It shows that you're not aiming to please her nor supplicating to fit her ideal nor be the perfect guy.

This girl is attracated to your care-free/rebelious/bad-boy attitude.

The fact that you walked away from her when she was calling you shows that you cannot be tamed.

You'd created some jealousy plot lines also by hugging & getting flirtatious with other girls.

Her competitive nature will kick in as she tries to compete or you or tame you.

But do not let her tame you nor change you or it'll be over fast(all the attraction).

Besides all that,Im hoping you didnt blow it with the last text by being too clownish.

Dr.Ass is right too when he said you fucked up...

Anyway,if thats really you in the picture,Im liking your fashion style & hair cut.

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