Hey guys, so I have utterly failed-not only myself-but the entire male species.

the other day hb9 took the day off from school (we're in hs), so I had her come pick me up early and we went to out to grab food together(this is the second time in the pas three weeks me nd her skipped school and spent the day together). She came dressed in shorts and a tshirt (oversized ones, far from flattering) and she said she didn't give a crap about what she looked like. So we arrive at our fast food place and I say let's grab the food to go and I know this park right on the water we can go eat at. She loves the idea and we get our food to go. We get to the park, and sit on the rocks where the water is crashing and tal and eat and laugh nd what not. Afterwards we walk down the beach area together talking. From there we go to this mansion on the top of a mountain over looking the harbor and sit on the ledge of one of the balconies and just talked some more and had a spitting contest(lol). From there, to kill half an hour, we walked this hiking trail together.

The day was very effing romantic without me meaning for it to be. I thought we were just friends, but now I think she wants more cause of all that happening and now she's talking about hanging out more, and she's texting me randomly. Its very obvious that it was a date, but what misleads me a lot is the fact she didn't "give a shit" what she looked like AND at one point she brought up her qausi-boyfriend(he's at college and there only together when he's here, but the simple fact she started comparing me and him and taling about him confused me).

The biggest issue though- beyond all this bs confusion crap- is that I DIDNT MAKE A MOVE. This is going to be my frist kiss, my frist anything/everything. I am very confident shed be receptive to a kiss but I just never figured out when/how to make a move. When/what move should I have made???

Were gonna be hanging out again alone soon, any advice/recomendations...

TIA guys.

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