I've only read ur 1st 2 posts/responses
Dude, you just have to turn round to urself say
"What the fuck am I doing? I'M KING! I don't have to stand for this shit!"
U need to turn round and start thinking that this is YOUR game. YOU are gonna play it. And YOU are going to WIN. Whether thats getting a long term GF, getting laid every-other night. or even just telling ur mom where to shove it. ITS ALL ABOUT YOU! (no matter how arrogant and up ur ass you sound)
The biggest step is turning round, taking something you want, and shouting "This is mine"(figure of speech, but u know what i mean). Watch a film like Trainspotting or Zietgiest or something that will make u relize you only live once and u NEED to overcome where you are right now in order to live happy. It definatly doesnt sound like your happy.
There are bigger things to worry about than what other people think, such as how long left you got on this earth.
You can do it man
CHAT