Here's the thing, I just started seeing these two pretty different girls that I work with. I'm crazy about both of them and when I try to pursue anything further I feel like I'm hitting a brick wall.

Last night I had a first date with one of them, my supervisor. She came over to my apartment then we took my car out, the date went pretty well. We talked and I started running some kino and ended up kissing her while we were out. We tried looking at stars, but it was too bright out and a little cloudy. I decided to relocate to my apartment and told her I was thirsty so she came up and had a drink with me. I took her into my room and we sat on my bed talking and kissing and then we lay there for a while and started making out; this went on back and forth all night, she left my place at 2:30 am.

She's a really sweet, good girl. I know this to be true one one hand because I'm pretty good at reading people and another because whenever I tried to keep escalating the kino she kept pushing my hands away. I actually expected this because when I first kissed her earlier in the night she told me that was her first kiss on a first date.

At one point I remembered reading in The Game that one guy, Grimble maybe? Can't remember. Used a leg massage to get a girl going. I decided to give it a shot and gave her a leg massage. It worked actually really well, I was rubbing her thighs right next to her pussy and eventually it turned into us making out again, but this time I was rubbing her down and she let me...for a few minutes.

I could feel she was dripping wet through her jeans and thought to myself, "finally" then I guess she realized what was going on and pushed my hand away again. I eventually just let it go because I was getting tired and on top of that, I like this girl and didn't want to scare her off or for her to think I'm some incorrigible horn dog. So we just laid there the rest of the night kissing and talking. I really like this girl, and think we bonded pretty well last night.

Any ideas on what I could've/should've done with this one? As well as what I did right and wrong?

And today, I had a second date with the other girl I'm seeing right now. We went bowling and it went well with moments of holding each other and teasing each other peppered in here and there. We kissed in the parking lot and held each other for awhile before she had to leave to pick up a friend from school.

It scares me a little bit how much I'm finding myself liking this girl. However, sometimes I get the feeling that she's playing the field a little bit herself and other times, I think it's all in my head and that she's actually really into me.

After these two dates within 24 hours of each other I feel a little, I dk, dirty perhaps? This is the first time I've actually dated more than one girl at a time. Is this AFC programming that I'm feeling or what?

Any ideas or thoughts guys? Even if it's just, "fuck man, quit worrying and just enjoy it." I'd like to hear y'alls thoughts.

Thanks guys,
- TD out

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