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the sex wasn't so good... I mean she didn't have that much stamina...She needed a break and wanted to talk politics (a DC thing) and I was super high and drunk because she kept offering me drinks... I was so high I even said, "isn't this how horror movies start? 28year old in a 41 year old woman's condo across from a police station with the security system on; can't get out"..... Note: she looks like she's in her late 20's/early 30's; she ages really well; Half Irish, Half Persian; it's actually kind of amazing)
I agree. I've given her way too much attention.... She also knows that I like her... I didn't drop the L word, But I told her she has a lot of qualities that are hard to find...
I'm just not sure whether it's infatuation or genuine interest.. one question I asked her was do you go from one relationship to another instead of dating or being alone? I'm sure I didn't receive a honest answer. at the the time she was asking me on various dates.... we've also had "a lot of serious conversations" and She's invited me to a lot of events.. I kind of fucked things up a bit when I mentioned some personal matters that I wasn't secure about...She doesn't care about superficial things but my lack of confidence and or control of my situation definitely affected her interest...She's also busy with various things and So am I.... I think it might be best not to contact her for at least 2-4 weeks or not at all
She seems to have various ex boyfriend issues.... every time I talk to her she mentions ex's... I even told her "hey because I'm a private person please redact me, when I make you into an ex-girl friend
I like her for the fact that we have similar personalities,preferences and tastes. she has even said that... I wasn't so into her at first...
Don't message further?
Her:Yes
He overdosed on heroine
I’m sorry, I am just trying to call his mother
I guess he had me as emergency contact
me:Ok... sorry to hear that.
I Should of caught on.
That you were unavailable...
Her:It’s okay... You couldn’t have known. Thank you though
Show her some sympathy about going through a trying time. Check in with her once or twice. But don't depend or expect any substantive communication from her. You're also being VERY insecure by talking about "I should have caught on that you were unavailable". Erase that kind of shit from your communication.