| so i have this friend right? yeah friend. and ive known her since october. she lives at the college res in my town i met her when i used to go to university last semester. im 20 shes 18. i like this girl because shes sexy af but is not about drama at all! she likes real relationships with ppl and having sex on acid???!??!?(no tattos no weird piecings too!) shes fucking 18. I never had sex on acid ): shes sooooo cute has the nicest ass, is honestly the coolest friend, but i want to fuck her sooooo bad. i sold her weed, we smoked together, we became smoke buddies, not fuckbuddies fffuuuuuuuck me.
SO 2 weeks ago I called her up randomly at midnight at a party and brought a few friends to her room and we seshed. since then weve hung out three times. before that i havent seen her for like 3-4 months.
my problem: ive friendzoned myself. ohhhhh definetely. This girl is my friend, and i want her to remain my friend,(btw shes the first actual girl friend i ever had, we talk like really good friends) and I find it soo hard to make a move on her. Friday night we were drinking and listening to music, dancing and watching movies in her townhouse, her boyfriend (ex boyfriend, whatever the fuck told me she still loves him but lives like 4 hrs awy?) called her and then she said some shit like fuck boys, boys are stupid and idk if their signs she wants me to make a move or not. looking back on it i feel like she made it hard to make a move on her like shes stuck a ruler between our chest and although im the biggest flirt with this girl my physical game is shut down by her. (Its also me though. I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO MAKE A MOVE ON A GIRL I KNOW) she makes it hard to get at an intimate distance. its not like she says no, but she makes it hard to get really close. long story short after hanging out and not kissing or fucking this girl, right before leaving she hugged me(GAYYYYYYYY!!!!), but i held her different, like hands around her lower back maybe on her ass, holding our hips together, then i kept holding her when she stopped hugging me just looked her right in the eye with a pretty damn weird emotion in my heart, and tried kissing her (not because i wanted to make a cute romantic goodnight first kiss like in the movies but because i told myself: if i dont ATLEAST TRY AND WHEEL HER RIGHT NOW, she will definetely think im the gay best friend type). anyways, she turned her head, and right there tried 2 or 3 more times just to make the point u know? didnt wanna just try once and back down like a BIIIIIATTTCH. she said not tonight, looking pretty sorry, like feeling bad for me lol. fuck her boyfriend(ex boyfriend whatever the fuck that guy is shes never in the mood cause of ur fagget ass)
-bittybanger right confused and ouuuuuty, like an audi
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