| It's been 3 months and I've moved on. I fucked two girls after and I realized I could be good at this. They're at the ready asking for more, but I think now's the time to revisit this one. I could've rocked this girl's world too if I didn't fuck it up
I pretty much froze up and friendzoned myself. Terrible. I thought it'd be interesting to hook up with her and after i gamed her she clearly wanted me, despite my game being not so solid. She was ehh 6.5.. Korean, 18 with a nice ass, cute face (looked 15 actually, I'm 24 for that matter). NEW girl coworker for a month before I quit. She just broke up with her abusive ex (lol he admitted he cheated on her) and we went on a few dates, light kino, nothing spectacular. She obviously wasn't over the ex and although she found me to be an interesting guy, she just wanted a rebound fuck it seemed. She was the smiley, over the top nice type though. You can't really blame me for underestimating her needs.
3rd date is when I fucked it up anyway. She took me to her friend's house party after we had sushi. And she got pretty damn drunk, like to the point where she said she felt like vomiting, dragged me to the bedroom anyway. She got desperate but I knew I'd feel guilty taking advantage of her when she's vulnerable. That's all i could think about the whole night so I froze up. Even said some AFC shit.. "I bet your friends think we're fucking".. WTF I was actually DHV'ing pretty good ever since I started texting her, I've been confident.. don't know where that shit came from.. After we cuddled for 2 hours I left, but before I did I made the mistake of going for the K-close by my car. She did but didn't like it as it probably confused the hell out of her haha. Wow I didn't even try to explain myself. She must've thought I was clueless.
I'm way over fucking drunk girls, but she's probably too young to understand that plus she wasn't entirely over her ex. As evidenced by how she quickly got back with him right after the 4th date. Yeah.. .4th date. I really wanted to talk about it but I couldn't.. it was clear to me that I was in the friendzone. It was her that brought up wanting to get together for a 5th one but it never happened. I knew why but she was tuning me out anyway. Out of nowhere she texts me that she's talking with her ex again (no surprise there) so she wanted us to stop talking. She could tell I was upset, but she's too nice so she called me. I told her that I'd be fine. I could've ended it there, but I text her the next morning telling her goodbye and shit. Probably came off as bitter. No reply. 3 months since then
So basically, this girl was damaged but i can't deflect blame entirely. I didn't exactly have a plan with this one and I ended up being friendzoned and eventually NC. Now I realize I wanna fuck her. I don't care if she's been fucking someone else, even if it's her ex. I'm a boss at this. I came here first for advice. I figured i'd get the best advice from some awesome PUA's. What should I do now? Is it too AFC to contact her now? Thoughts?
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