comforts there boys. comforts definetely there. She comes to my room like twice a week. However this is college and normal so doesnt mean what it normally means to hit up the bedroom. but yeah, nailed comfort. This girls my friend... we get baked, she said she "loved me" we talk baby voice sometimes like clear friendzone shit.

Fuck you if you think im a pussy.

This girls cool, i like her. Now one of the reasons i havent made a move yet is i've never really had girl friends actually ive never really hung out with girls up until a few months ago and although i want to fuck these girls theyre cool and i would like to keep them around as friends no matter what the fuck unless she changes and i dont know how to go about that shit. the other is she has a boyfriend (apperently she really fucking loves him and theyre like bffs but its long distance shit now that shes in school, he might follow next semester clocks tickin. that was prob the only thing i bothered finding out about her boyfriend. Like I said, Fuck You If You Think Im A Pussy), this girls my friend. I dont wanna be an asshole or a homewrecker.

I've deffinetely had moments with her where i couldve kissed her but she was like 3 feet from me and on a different chair so it would of been weird to get close at that moment. Now I fucking know that kino is key. no kino no pussy. dont believe me? good, more available beauty's.... but to me it would feel weird to put my hand around her lower back/ass and pull her in close. she's my friend.

So either way i know that from now on when i'm hanging out alone with her ill be close to her so that if another moment comes up where were just staring at each other im taking her all the way before its too late.

But the one questions i really have is once you have comfort nailed. And i mean like really nailed this girl knows you but you've never hooked up. Do compliments (real, genuine, not fucking fake cheesy and too often) build attraction? Is kino the only way to lead up to a kiss? next time that the mood is right and were just gazing or silent but its not awkward, should i just go for it? like... i know i should but its just like how much can i lose? she really is cool.... she is my friend. #friendzone

one thing to note is... i do not love her. We've hung out alone like 6-7 times. none of these we're considered dates. I talk sexually, i told her i didnt shower today as we were leaving my res she's like "aww dont tell me that" and i was like "not like it matters, you're leaving anyway" with a wink of course.
just one example of how i'm not afraid to show her that i sortof constantly think about fucking her.

feedback would be nice, thx boys
bittybanger