Okay so i have seen this girl like 2 times over one year, first time i finger her and she keeps writing me, at that time i don't wont to see her again, so i wait until i get really horny at which point i call her up and met up with her and fuck her (bad fuck though, she was to tight), so im acting like a dick and bail her after i fucked her, were after she gets really pissed..
some months later we still haven't talked together and she gets a boyfriend and i get a girl friend now it is about half a year ago since i fucked her, and she dosen't have a boyfriend and neither do i have a girlfriend, we have talked a lot every day the last 1-2 weeks, and two days ago i met up with her, she kept telling me that she would not fuck me again , but even so she gave me permission to feel her tits (we were arguing, wether they were good or not, i said that they were not), i slept at her please but nothing happened besides me touching her ass and tits, and her feeling my cock on my pants to see if it was hard or not..

i really can't tell what the fuck she is thinking and i want to fuck her agan, any advice?

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My mind have an idea of what i deserve - i will go beyond it

Total disrespect towards her.. - what the hell do you expect?
If you treat her like shit she won't give you any

Why would she start contacting me again, and call me like 3 times a day, if what you say is true?

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My mind have an idea of what i deserve - i will go beyond it

Cause she is an insecure person that hasn't gotten any selfrespect.

as has been said, you have totally misbehaved with this chick..
there are two possible recoveries:

#1) take time to reassure her that you have learned from your mistake, have understood that you screwed up to her, and that you have no plans to do that again, and this time you will respect her and not treat her like a disposable fuck-hole. given some time and patience and passing some tests, this will work. the chick is attracted to you, or at least wants your dick again, otherwise she would not seek out to you.

#2) hit the jackpot. be around when she is so horny that she does not give a f*ck and just wants dick. fuck her.

I have seen both scenarios happen. but the second requires luck. most probably you should go with #1.

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nice guys don't get laid
"It's disrespectful not to bang them when they sleepover." (Hellhound)