I got my lazy ass fired from work almost 3 months ago and have been dicking around and enjoying my time of. This week I had some major successes in the job hunt process, to the point where I feel come early October I'll be employed again. For some reason though I've been mind fucked and had limited progress with the ladies. Only one lay in the past three months. Weak.

Anyway today, TGIF, I hit it of well by not giving a fuck if I see the women I meet again.

HB7- petite Asian girl I met yesterday. She was hitting on me a little bit and mentioned something about her tits and I made kino on her back, hands, and stomach. Light playfull touching. Anyway I texted her last night to bring her sexy ass to a public spot i knew. Got a text this morning saying she is free in 20 minutes and off work. I had limited responses from my texts to her and was low on time and knew she was flaking when i called her twice and she didnt pick up. So I escalated my texts and got shit test responses. I'm a virgin, fired back saying I wear magnums and will only eat her out, and she said you shouldn't pick up women like that. Then she told me she was buzzed at work when she met me, I fired back asking if she wanted drinks. Anyway, deleted her number and the last text I sent I told her its not my fault she led me on and that it's a shame she was acting like this because I said I think she's sexy. My friends said she's crazy and bipolar but so DTF. Not expecting anything from her. Will definitely see her at work since she's a greeter at a restaurant.

HB8- Australian tourist girl. She was looking for a seat near me at a park. Now I was in the shadiest fucking corner since I had a phone interview in 10 and needed a quiet spot. Anyway opened her and we chatted. She was meeting her mom. I told her to take my number and text me, then my phone rang and I peaced. As I was on call she waved and then left, got a text from her 2 hours later. Did not expect that. First time I give a girl my number and do not take hers, and get a response.

HB9- cheating brunette with sex goddess eyes. American cutie that grew up in the burbs and went to a top college. Well spoken, and was reading a book. Saw her at the bar where I am a regular and ALPHA since I know everyone there. Anyway we made eye contact when she first entered. I was talking to friends/bartenders. She grabbed a seat in between a fat dude and saw guy talking to his gf. Anyway I chatted out of her line of sight with some other server. Then we went for a walk, the server and I making our way in front of her. That's when I saw her reading and stared down the fat middle aged guy next to her. An hour later, bitch is still there. Fuck. So I chat up more people totally shaking hands and laughing and shit. Anyway no seat next to this girl. My friend motivated me to open her. Fuck it, I open and pulled a table over and sat on that haha.

Turned out she had a bf but opened up and said she had a FWB thing, I said that was cool and said I could relate .... to which I could. Made kino on her hands and squeezed her legs with my things. So imagine a girl is sitting with her legs together, as I was sitting across from her with spread legs I came close and squeezed several times. Probably one of my sexiest kino moves and bitches can't get out of that shit. She was a little too shy despite the buz from her drink. I played it cool and asked if she wanted to leave .... Several times. Persistence. Said she was meeting her bf. Asked for her number, said no. Kept pressing and said will meet me at the same bar next week at the same time. I said that risky and sexy and agreed. More kino. I triangle gazed, and did not talk too much. We had moments of smiling and just looking at each other. She said she had to go to the bathroom, I ignored that commented flirted a bit and said I like to uncertainty of us seeing each other. Hen I stood up, and said well I'm guessing you gotta go. She stood up we did a small hug where I used my left hand as a man hand on her hip bone. Then went back to talking to bartenders and owners like nothing happened.

To certain extent I'm a pussy. I did not kclose despite her twirling her hair, blushing, and eye fucking me. Won't read too much in to it but when I put my hands alongside hers in a 'holding hands' kind of view she backed a way a tad. Anyway she told me where she works in a welcoming manner to the point that I can visit her whenever. And she said she will be at the bar next week.


Mental game is unbeatable. All from one phone interview that I kicked ass in and a flake that I got too desperate with, I meet a down to earth chick who is sleeping behind her bfs back...and I'm cool with that. Told her so. Here's the kicker, I've never seen more fuck me looks in my life. Arghhh....can't get too desperate.