I'm in a relationship with this girl I met online. Ive known her for two years and things were great at one point in time. However things are not so good now.

About year ago I had a manic episode and ended up thinking I was god. I dont know what she thought about this but she stayed in contact. After the manic episode I fell into a depression. I ended slashing my arms and going to a mental institution. The entire time I was in the mental institution I thought the entire world could hear my thoughts.

Needless to say while this was going on I became very needy as she was my anchor to reality. After a while she became to busy for me and was never able to talk.

Now I am better and back in school and have a life, but I still want to talk to her. We message each other but its only one message a day, she insists on playing the waiting game so I end up doing it too.

I drink myself to sleep every day sometimes going to parties, so I never contact her during that time period, but I want to speed things up, because this one message a day thing is getting ridiculous and things never move forward.

Any tips?

And yeah i know this online relationship thing is pathetic, but I'm not the guy your imagining. I currently have three other girls I'm working on, all in my city, and ones a model. Ironically I still prefer talking to the girl I met on the internet. I still have absolutely no idea what to do.

Again my question is do you have any advice for me?