Hey guys!

I've not been the type to use facebook excessively, but i have been thinking about it recently as a fun tool for sarging and contact girls with, besides going out in the real world aswell of course.

And just today actually, i saw this girl witch was really smoking hot! But the problem is that she is affiliated and familiar with alot of people i know too and if it goes wrong or if i fuck up, the rumour is almost certain to go around (but hey, if it does, how can it harm me physically? the intellectual mind thinks but not the primal one), and i hate the feeling when you've failed, especially at flirting or whatever and people hear about it.. It would be one thing if she didn't know anybody that i knew, then it would be easier handlin' a setback. I mean, she is really really hot and she's the type of girl i would get a pounding heart of just by being at the same party as her and i feel really voulnerable just by the thought of contacting her..

Anyways, shit, this might be along post..

The thing is, all of that i told you is just made up in my mind about if she really knows everyone that i know cause that was when we went to the same high school togheter sort of and everyone in the school somehow knew someone who knew someone that you knew. And i don't know if it's mindghosts playin' tricks on me and i'm blackpainting it, but how do i initiate? I hate this, wanna make it feel natural. But it feels like by contacting her, i'm simply saying "Hey, you're hot and i dream of having you".. AFC syndrome? Maybe..

I feel that i have been a little distorted in my way of explaining but please do ask if there's something you want to clarify..

Need help, sincerely.

Oh! I have thought about the 4 traits aswell. I'm showing on my profile that i'm attending a proffessional school who garantuees me a job and i have liked a page for Krav Maga for wich i have attended before and are about to once again. Provider and protector of loved ones. What's next? Or maybe those two doesn't qualify at all? Maybe i need to take pictures of me practicing krav with friends? Hmm...

One more thing! I graduated high school for about four years ago now, so the friend connections might not be the same, that's a fact.. But it's so hard to see it that way, rational and all..