hey guys. so the party came and went. it was an amazing night. i talked to loads of people and had a laugh.

nina was there with her boyfriend. she looked stunning. i saw her now and again throughout the party, i never had that chance to pull her away.

later on in the night we met on a staircase. we talked and jesus we were so close to kissing. but all her boyfriends friends were there and her friends too. I am not a douche bag. so decided to "see her around"

I didn't see her again that night. instead me and my friend had some magic beans. had a crazy night. we actually opened his sun roof, seats right back, feet on the dash board looking into space. we thought we were flying the "enterprise" on a space mission. wow.

anyway i decided to set up a day 2. alone time with this gorgeous girl. here goes:

Nina
ahem
21:40Me
nina
21:40Nina
how are you?
have not you found my message interesting?

21:42Me
was working out
ill read it now
21:42Nina
oh you were?
21:43Me
well tomorrow i go to amsterdam
with my best friend
we are camping
21:43Nina
i think boys just like mention working out so that girls enjoy it
oh wow
21:43Me
when i get back i'll be back at work for a few days
a few parties
then university

21:43Nina
amsterdam hey?!
21:44Me
yeh
should be really fun
21:44Nina
should be....!
21:44Me
i was going to kiss you last ight
the other night***
i managed to resist
21:44Nina
didn't really have time either
and i looked a bit of a state
never mind
21:45Me
lol
fuck never mind
21:45Nina
well i suppose...i'm not going to see you EVER AGAIN!!!
hmmm
21:46Me
well i'm going to a party in york some
on the 11th of september
i could come early and we should hang out for the afternoon
21:46Nina
that's the end of my first week of school
21:46Me
hmm
would you be able to hang out with me
21:46Nina
i think i would
unless (very low probability) miles gets himself on a flying course and is leaving that weekend
etc
even then.
21:47Me

21:47Nina
maybe i'll have decided not to see him any more
i have no idea
21:48Me
he will be gutted
21:48Nina
hm. i hope not for too long!
21:49Me
i think your the first girl he has been with who is so beautiful and amazing
he might fear that he won't be with someone like you again
so if you do decide to, leave on real good terms
21:50Nina
yes
ha. i met some of his previous slags last night
sorry. slags is a rude word
they were ok
21:50Me
he might try and hang on to you
because he'll know what he's going to leave behind
why are break ups so difficult?
21:51Nina
because...
you've invested a lot of your life in a relationship with that person
so you feel like you're losing a lot
21:52Me
but it shouldn't be like that. you shouldn't have to invest into a connection with someone
21:52Nina
you think?
21:52Me
it should be a connection through passion and love which is shared, investing time shouldn't feel like an effort
21:53Nina
not like an effort
but don't you think a person like that can almost draw you out of yourself in a way that no one else knows how to do?
21:54Me
most people hide behind screens, they are insecurities and personality traits that they keep bottled up
when you are with the right person, i guess you feel free
21:55Nina
i think so
21:55Me
you'll know what to do
21:55Nina
what do you mean?
oh right
i don't know if i will
21:56Me
there's not point making any descisions
especially not planned.
if your with him and it doesn't feel right then you'll have a gut instinct
21:56Nina
where did you say you're going to uni?
21:57Me
but if you feel love and connection and that you have shared passionate moments then you would defiantly be together a long time
i'm going to northumbria uni
which is in newcastle
21:58Nina
oh yes
21:58Me
hunni i've got to go.
i'll be gone early tomorrow and won't be back for a few days
21:58Nina
oh alright
21:58Me
text me tonight if you need a person to talk to
21:59Nina
thanks
i might do that
21:59Me
hey!! the 11th september might be our turn for a picnic
21:59Nina
oh yes...
22:00Me
talk to you soon nina xxxx
22:00Nina
XX

that'll do for closure for now. I'll tell you what happens closer to the time. xxx peace xxx

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wow. It's been a couple of years. I ended up having sex with this girl. I don't see her much as she attends university at oxford but she sends me the odd message saying how much she misses me. keep it up guys.

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