I consider myself to be a cool guy. Im a senior in hs and I have friends. I have parties at my house and I hook up with chicks. One of the problems I am having is acting myself at school. At school, I am a shy bitch. Except around my friends. For some weird reason, in class I just can never think of anything to say to people I dont know. I also get anxiety and SWEAT ALOT EVERYDAY. Although I recently discovered that wearing an under armour for an under shirt helps a lot. This started a year or two ago.. and I think it has something to do with me getting kicked out of school and switching schools. I am also having physchological issues finding my identity. I started lifting weights when I was in eighth grade because I had anger issues. I enjoyed the rush, I loved the pain!!! I began lifting religoiusly and joined the football team. Last year I hurt my shoulder playing football and I got surgery, havn't been able to lift since. I couldnt play my senior season. Me, having thinking I was going to play college football and be this stud.. I cant do what I love to do and I feel stuck. I just wana feel secure about myself wherever I go... and bang a bunch of chicks. If you think you can help me. Please do.

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A lock that can be opened by many keys is a shiddy lock, but a key that can open many locks is a good key.

overcoming AA in class aint hard, just strike up work related chats like "oh wait how do you do this" or pretty much anything you think of. Seems like youd be a respectable guy and people would respond well, and if you talk to more people than many people will talk about you which will make opening any girl at the school a lot easier.

like Matte H says "you don't get the courage to do, you get the courage from doing"

Thats the thing though, in high school your peers DONT want to talk about work. They giggle and joke about stupid shit and I just sit there listening to them, trying to think up things I can add. Im getting better at speaking to people and in front of the class but I just DONT FEEL OR ACT MYSELF in these situations. The real me comes out on the weekends...

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A lock that can be opened by many keys is a shiddy lock, but a key that can open many locks is a good key.