| Hey guys. I just came back from the yearly school trip, and it was a quite depressing experience to see, so I might sound slightly more AFC than I usually would. It doesn't change the fact I really, really fit the definition of AFC.
So like I said in my first post I had a few family, health and a few social related problems, and I really lost my confidence and self esteem.
The problem is I can't even approach a group of friends efficiently sometimes...I mean, I have many thoughts running. For instance I have a few weirdos in my school, so people tend to gossip about them with me sometimes, so when I try to talk to people I'm partially a friend of, I start thinking "Oh man, that`d probably sound like that guy X/Y talked about" or "Meh, that's not so important, they probably don't want to hear me"
I read quite a lot of articles and such about all the phases of attracting women, but I can't do this very simple thing. And I really don't know where to begin from. I just feel like I'm staying behind all the time and I can't stop blaming myself for different reasons about it. Sometimes I think how a psychologist or such could help me but...y'know.
If anyone could recommend of a movie, book, or anything that would help me...I just really don't know where to begin from.
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