I'm starting to believe that some people just don't have it in them. AA dominates my life. Even when I'm in conversation I have no confidence in what I'm talking about with the girl. I don't know how to get to a hooking point. My awareness is garbage. No matter how much material I read or small successes I see, I cannot escape the anxiety and disconnection with women. We are not on the same page. I don't find them interesting at all. They don't strike me as people I genuinely care about. To me they are evil, superficial and judgemental. I'm a great guy and I know that, but I don't believe I can ever meet anyone who appreciates what I have to offer. I value myself, but I cannot imagine meeting anyone who values me as well. Bootcamps can't fix this. Books can't fix this.

Some people just don't have it in them to succeed at the game and are doomed to fail.

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If that's the case, then you shouldn't be nervous around them. You should be able to be confident when talking to them. But apparently you're not, so the above quote is just an excuse you made up to quit. Forget about girls for a while, and concentrate on gaming guys. Not for the purpose of dick sucking, but just making friends and being well appreciated in your social circle. Then girls will flock to you, and you'll be in a better position to work on your game.

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Before she can respect you, you need to respect yourself.

The lack of confidence comes from me not being able to relate to them. The fact that I'm so disconnected with women scares me. I know many people who are so calm and comfortable with them, but I simply cannot feel the same way. I feel like they're a whole different alien species. I feel as if my interests are of no consequence to them. They don't care about what I have to offer. Only I care about what I have. How can anyone possibly get along with women when they don't share any interests? I can't even fake it with them. Its too much. I hate not being genuine.

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Gonna be honest...you might like guys more than women...?

If you're absolutely sure though, and are closed to the idea. What you should do is find women who are just as mistrusting of men as you are of women. Then you'll have commonalities...Attend a lot of emo rock concerts and dubstep bass churches(I think that's what they are called).

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Two words: Carpe Diem

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You need to hit bottom, endure, learn to fail in order to have success. Similar to education or making money, with pua lifestyle, nobody will do it for you. You just got to do it and keep doing it until you get good. What you should have done was gone to rsd free tour and learned froma pro. Youtube.com/rsdfreetour and www.rsdfreetour.com. Free two hours.