Well, this is strange... Today when I just had this thought to call one of my girls, something really weird just went *click* in my head!

As soon as I picked up the phone and was about to call, a huge wave which felt like AA came all over me, it was so huge that I got some sort of a panic attack, and started feeling dizzy hard time and felt like puking. I also breathed fast and heavily, and sweated alot. Not to mention that I was laying paralyzed on my sofa... WTF?!

Now I get it like "wtf? this has never happened before! what the hell is it?" and suddenly she calls me (yeah strange coincidence, I know...) and asks me to the beach and what time etc.

Well out at the beach, I kicked ass (Not to mention that she called me right after we were out in the beach and "just wanted to call me").

But now the most strange part is that I was with her right after the crazy bad feeling, and she made me feel soooo much better, which got me attracted. And right now, I finally feel like I have found a girl which I could consider a LTR with.


A panic attack made me get real attracted to a girl? Fuck, I want more of panic attacks!


But anyway, the point of this post is to find out what the hell happened with me? It was not AA! I just want to make sure that this kind of things don't happen anymore... It was crazy!

P.S. I'm in heaven!!!

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There is NO secret ingredient. Theres just you.

I was your subconcious telling you youre mad about this girl and to stop fucking about playing games with her, or that subconcious fucker will fuck it all up for you.

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There is NO secret ingredient. Theres just you.