Hey all

Lately i've been drinking alot at parties, way too much, a vodka bottle.. Way too much..

And it has resulted in me.. Getting fucking furious at my girl, way too furious.. I've been yelling at her so hard that she's been crying herself to sleep, and it has happend way too many times.. When i'm sober, this rarely happens, of course.. I do get mad, but that's justified..

I know this isn't permanent damage to the relationship.. But.. It's fuckin with my inner game, i feel like i don't deserve her, i can't sleep at night, all i think about is "i don't deserve her, some AFC that takes good care of her, should have her"

How can i possibly fix this? How can i manage to tell her how much i love her, and that i'm sorry about it?

Ps: Not sure if this is a PU related thing, so posted in the misc section, please do move it to any other section if you think the other

She is never going to forget what you have done to her, your going to have to put in some serious work with your relationship man.

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Alright, seriously.. Don't reply if you don't have nuthin constructive to say, and if you want to give me something unconstructive.. Just tell me "fuck you" whole alot better

But, if you have something constructive to say, then i'd love to hear it

Alright, what i'm going to do in order to fix this;

No.1 quit drinking
No.2 turn AFC for a week, go sensitive, whatever
No.3 Tell her i'm sorry, and prove it.
No.4 After telling her that i'm sorry, stop talking about it, and simply show her that i love her.

I'll keep this post updated, helps alot to simply write, would love any suggestions!

that plan sounds good. the most important thing is that you stop getting fucked up cuz thats obviously whats making you go furiously crazy or whatever. i reccomend doing something "cute" to make it up. girls like that stuff ALOT. a sincere apology. and then move on.