Got myself in trouble again. Problem is I'm used to the freedom I give myself without commitments. I try to avoid serious relationships, but my pride get's to me cos I feel I want to get an ever better girl if a girl wants to get serious.

I kicked myself after sleeping with an hb 9 that was coming on too strong and wanted to move too fast so that didn't work out. I should have taken the chance cos she was real girlfriend material but yet again my pride got in the way, I wanted to continue and seek bigger scores cos my game was becoming great.

So now I'm in a similar situation again (hb 8.5, stubborn like me but she sure knows how to get what she wants, female PUA lol). So I think that I'll take this chance this time, I can't keep this lifestyle forever. Anybody experienced the same?

Guess it's the downside of the lifestyle.

I sabotaged everything with my ex because I thought I could do better, I could and have. Erm yar I am the same I think I need a free spirit like myself who wouldn't mind me disappearing for days or deciding I want to spent a week in bed etc. I just enjoy being able to do these things more than being in a relationship.

But I am beginning to think I may give a relationship a go I have found a girl that seems cool enough to not mind at least mid-level bullshit from me hehhe

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