Hi guys
So I have started to have feelings for one of my best friends, and this is the bad part, just 2 months ago, she winged my to date her BEST friend and I her wing for some dude.
So as I gave up on her best friend, who actually is my classmate......so is my crush. So one night we decided to take a walk, we were out clubbing, and we sat down at a bench. now this is what happened:
We talked about me being over her best friend, and that I've been that 3 weeks, out of no where we talked about how WE would do in a relationship. Then I sort of confessed my crush on her. We ended up kissing, and I followed her home, no balls deep action though, we kissed each other goodbye, talked about actually starting something, but taking it slow.
The following monday, we talked about the weekend, but she said that it meant nothing, and that she wasn't the right fit for me, since she knows my type(bad excuse) and that she had no feeling for me.
After that we didn't speak for a week. But then she invited me out to a café with her sister, but nothing happened.
Here is where Im not sure. there has been days where we just seem to hit it of chemestry wise, and the next, she doesn't say a word. There has been lots of times where she would sit right next to me, even with her best friend sitting somewhere else, and not talk to me......just smile when we glance at each other.....what do I do. I really wanna move on, but its tough when she fits in so many ways, to MY perfect girl.
Maybe I should just go out and get some ''strange'' and bust some nuts, gee Idn
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