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So, I've already written a post about my f***ed up situation, but now, shit got serious. As I've said before, college, I was her first BF ever and then BUM, she broke up with me. She started dating a friend next door, whom we knew 5 years. I share room with her still, and she's organising a birthday party today. I was hoping that she has rules (hahh, I know) and if I was her first, she'll wait, but bam, yesterday assholes roommate told me, that they fuck every night and he's annoyed by that. Don't know that to do. Can't change apartment, party is today. Damn, kill him or what? Pretend I don't give a shit? I do. I want to kill him but it seems like a bad idea. What TF should I do?
seems like the bolded is your problem, you're attached to this girl and she is still a part of your life, you just have to move on, we all go through this sort of stuff after breakups, but you have to move on, you might want to consider not living with your ex if you still have feelings for her and asking your roomate to stop letting you know about all the fun stuff your ex is doing that doesn't involve you
it might also help you to find a new girl that you can see, who cares about what the ex is doing when you have something to do yourself