http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOzlVEFc ... fle=371412
59 seconds in I feel this song expresses my current mood. 1:20 [roughly 1:21] is where the guitar screeching as if screaming out at the world in a fit of rage.

This thread isn't hear for you to ask for advice or give it.
It's hear to vent out your frustrations and release your troubles. It's here for you to scream out in frustration while you're upset and have someone listen without habitually giving advice you aren't trying to hear at the current moment. It's for you to vent.

Maybe you're frustrated about girls. Maybe you're frustrated about work. Maybe your dog just took a shit in your Cheerios and you didn't find it as funny as he did [fucking son of bitch, pun intended].

Just let it out. [/b]

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there's a girl I like. A lot. From canadia. She's about to move away for school and I really connect with her. i can talk to her about anything and she's into a lot of things I'm interested in. I think she's pretty fucking awesome. And whatever god is out there decided to let me know he hates me by giving me a conscience, emotions, and this scenario:

She says she gets upset and depressed if she's sleeps with a guy that she's not with. She feels like a slut and gets down on herself. She also is unfocused because she's slept with someone and get's feelings for them. and she's moving away.

Before she moves away she's coming to visit me and insinuates that she really likes me. If I mention things like cuddling or sleeping with her she basically says she's submissive about it but doesn't want to feel hurt. So I feel like I COULD sleep with this girl. And it wouldn't be difficult, just kino and talking to her since we connect so well anyway.

But I don't want her upset because I really fucking care about her.
I have a strong resentment towards women cause I don't get laid often. But not that far. I don't want her to feel hurt and upset... fuck.


I don't believe in a god, but if I did I would hate said god. She's not the only case. There's amber, a girl I fit in with well. Amber lives 5 states away. Fuck. All while I was growing up I'd meet a girl and connect and there was always some stupid fucking wall in the way. Like I meet her on vacation far far away. I meet her on the internet and she lives no where near me. I meet her and she's in the process of moving or just traveling through. If there was a god I want it to know I'm giving it the finger right how and telling it it deserves Mike Tyson's fist up it's ass.

Why? whywhywhwhywywywhwywhwyyhwywhwyhwwyhwywhy!!!!!! Why does this always fucking happen?

Inconvenience. I HATE it. There was Charles who ruined a relationship I had with the most perfect girl, for me, ever. Cause he didn't like her he texted her on my phone and fucked it up for me. Then I went back to having no luck with girls I kinda like.

This makes me consider suicide. I don't know how to find a decent girl that's not in an inconvenient place and or situation.

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Coincidence or not, I always seem to get sick after I make some notable progress with women. For instance, I only got sick less than a month ago and after I recovered I felt like I was on fire (felt like I was finally a full blown PUA). But now I'm sick once again. And these aren't the only times. Each time I have gotten sick for the past year or two I think I can say that I was feeling like I was making progress beforehand.

It's like something is trying to hold me back. Trying to get me to take it easy and make me soft.

I don't know.

I was at the movie theatre this weekend, it has a bar. This HB was sitting by herself at the bar but I saw she was served two drinks. Figured she had a man with her. I was standing there waiting for someone, and apparently her dude was in the restroom. I just happened to be randomly standing directly in the line of sight path between the restroom and the bar.

This fucking douchey douchebag with sunglasses attached to the back of his head comes walking out of the bathroom, apparently an AMOG of some sort. I actually see him out of the corner of my eye and realize this is probably that girl's dude. But as he gets closer he's acting like he's just going to walk right thru me! This was your classic Rhino vs. Elephant stand-off!

Being taller than most everyone, I often puff up my chest and look down my nose when I'm around other men who I want to intimidate. And I also don't make eye contact and just pretend like I don't see them or even acknowledge their presence, which AMOG's hate. So that's what I did to this douchebag. So he comes walking by and I could tell he wanted me to step back so he could look like he was clearing a path to his girl or some shit, but I stood my ground and turned my head and acted like he wasn't even there. He comes walking past as close as he possibly could without touching me, but still invading my space just to be rude.

I shit you not, if that dude had so much as even grazed me when he walked past, I literally would've punched him in the back of his head and knocked that motherfucker out right on the spot and taken off running from the theatre, abandoning my friend who I was waiting for. Rarely do I get that pissed about AMOG/douchebaggery, but this guy just pushed my buttons that day for some reason.

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