In my last semester of college I isolated myself, moved out of the fraternity house I was in, gave up on socializing, missed a ton of opportunities to meet girls who really wanted to meet me, and just essentially destroyed the semester for myself. And now I can't move forward in my life. My personality is now being defined by all these missed opportunities and it's just endless pain.

In high school isn't it that the end of senior year is the best time? because it's all coming to a close and going full circle? Imagine reaching that pinnacle and then, for no good reason, detaching yourself and pulling yourself out of the school and away from all other people at the very end right when it could have gone full circle. I'm in so much pain, and shock right now, I cannot believe it. I can't move on in my life. I think I have to go back and take another semester. I can't imagine living with this kind of regret for the next set of years. Obviously it won't be the same and the people won't all be there but... god damnit this hurts.

I've been avoiding this for an entire year... I graduated last spring not this one. and omg, now i have so much unfinished business. I can't even talk to girls, socialize without it yeilding a ton of pain. I'm literally traumatized.

if anyone has had a similar thing happen to them where they've done an idiotic thing like this, please reply.