I wanted to ask you what keeps you going?

Personally, even when I am failing, like I am failing with a girl right now..

It motivates me to be better at the game. Learn new manipulations, new skills, accumulate more experience and discover how psychologically it is done..not the way it is done from books (or other psychological theory that I studied in psychology).

Beyond that, I have a philosophy that is based on taking risks..and living a good life instead of living a life that I dont want (I would rather die).

What made that philosophy was my dad. I observed his submissive behavior when I saw him being so needy around women and having an awful job. I just dont want to follow his foot steps.

I got rid of all my family and started my life, when I became 28. My career improved greatly, and I will also improve with women.. The self defeating beliefs that my family instilled in me are no longer in me.

I am going to stick to PUA community and eliminate all negative influence that the submissive short sighted society imposed on me. I am going to be a venusian artist one day..someone who is exceptional.

Recently, I recovered from a depression.. and lost a very boring job..that made me feel better.. I used to have a depression that bothered me for months.. and I had to drink many cups of coffee to lift my mood.

Today, I have 0 friends and 0 contacts..I am 30 years old. I feel quite isolated and it sucks..


Good news is that I have also been a social inept until recently. I learnt the game..and I am able to socialize better than the average guy. I posted 3 big posts on my model of the game after learning it.
Results are slow, I got a number last week, from the street after 40 mins of conversation. <- someone who isnt a seducer or pua isnt capable of such thing, cause he doesnt have the life philosophy and the psychology that I have. - I feel good about myself..I have been a social inept for 30 years ! since I was born !!!!