Basically, if you don't know me, Insecure Indian guy who made race threads but then decided to take a break. Had a long message from a mod, and it is almost as this is what pumpington was trying to say to me:


"Remember when you left PUA? Before all this, before Paramount21? You were gone seven weeks. Seven weeks I waited, hoping that you wouldn't come back. Every other week, I took a holiday. I went to Florence, there's this cafe, on the banks of the Arno. Every fine evening, I'd sit there and order a Fernet Branca. I had this fantasy, that I would look across the tables and I'd see you there, with a wife and maybe a couple of kids. You wouldn't say anything to me, nor me to you. But we'd both know that you'd made it, that you were happy. I never wanted you to come back to PUA. I always knew there was nothing here for you, except pain and tragedy. And I wanted something more for you than that. I still do."

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I just come on here these days to give advice and read interesting threads. Gone are the days when I came to seek advice and validation.