I fucked this girl a couple of times.
We were never exclusive per se, but she never got to leave the house except when I picked her up.
Anyway, not exclusive in that we were just friends.
Then I fell for her.
She didn't particularly return my feelings.
Unrequited love, so I got really fucked up on pills and hairspray.
Then over time I got over it.
We're still friends.

A couple of times she said she was pregnant, and I figured it was in her head.
She didn't really seem concerned.
She tried killing it a few times.

Then we basically stopped talking.
I didn't have a phone, she didn't try to contact me.
When I did get a phone, I'd text her, but she didn't reply often, she said she wasn't in the habit of checking it anymore.
And I believe her, cause again, we didn't have any drama.

Then a different friend tells me she's showing.
I haven't seen the girl in 4 months.
So I got in contact with her.
She's still trying to kill it, blunt force trauma.
I told her, short of killing herself, there's nothing she can do.
We're talking now.

Neither of us really feel "impacted" by this.
lol, if I had a kid with anyone it'd have to be her because we're alike in a lot of ways.

I think she should put it up for adoption.
Anyway, I figured I'd talk to someone about it.
I don't like a lot of people knowing my shit, I'm sure she feels the same way.
Anyway I want to talk to her about adopting it.

Oh yeah, I'm 18.

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Are these lyrics?

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I just type like that.
It helps me to visually organize my thoughts.
I hate reading continuous sentences with not organization to it, ergo...
I meant to say I want to talk to her about putting it up for adoption, not me adopt it.
Which I did. She's still hell bent on killing the little bugger.

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Please tell me that I'm not the only person who is deeply disturbed by this?
Some people ought to be forcefully sterilized.

It's one thing to have sex with someone for fun (which is entirely acceptable), but to possibly impregnate her? (by saying that you weren't "exclusive", I take it that it's not all that certain that you are the biological father)
A girl tells you that she's pregnant and you don't take it seriously?!
What's wrong with you?
Why didn't she just have an abortion?
It's ethically completely acceptable if you "dispose of" a "baby" if it hasn't developed any neural cells yet, after that it's blatant murder.
Before that it's not even a real baby, but just a lump of biomass. (and yes I know that sounds cruel, but a brain is what makes us human; unless it has some neural cells it has no conciousness)

Also "a few times"?
What kind of a psychopath have you been sleeping with?
Because stopping to talk with a girl who you possible impregnated, who (possibly has) refused to have an abortion, but tried to kill her baby a few times is such a good and ethically correct idea/decision.
If you don't think having a girl trying to kill her own child is no drama, then you are a dispicable human being. (unless it's an actual proper, supervised abortion before it developes a brain/neural cells)
Having lived with your head in the ground haven't you? Thinking that may make the problem go away?
A child who is already 4 months in the making already has a well-developed brain.
She still tries to kill it? (with BLUNT FORCE on the top of that!?!)

At least you got in contact with her...

Also how stupid do you have to be to fail at killing something for 4 months? (I don't want to know what kind of prenatal (before birth, yes babies can sense things already) traumata that child will have)
Not "impacted"...again, psychopath.
Please don't think about having a (possibly another) child.
Does ANYTHING you've written suggest that you'd make a good or even responsable father?
Second good idea you had; your best yet.
No excuse. No excuse at all.
You (might) become a father; you have an obligation to your child.
You put it here, you have to make sure it leads the best possible life it can have. (or at least lay the groundwork for it to have the chance to achieve that)
In this case I'd say the best thing to do is to keep it away from you two. (ergo put it up to adoption, which you so sharply reckoned already)
Or maybe she's a sociopath.
Now do the FUCKING RIGHT THING!
Report her to the police and see to it that the baby is no longer harmed by that frigging psychopath, and that it might have a chance at a normal life with a foster family.
If you don't report her you also share in her crime.
And I don't know if you can live with yourself like that, I wouldn't.
And I hope for your sake that you wouldn't want to live with that either.

GAMING is no excuse for being a cold-hearted BASTARD.