ming is off his fucking head drunk righ tnow---

so nothing valuable - just jibberish....


just been out drunk tonight and realised a coupke of things about myself...


for the last month i have been fucking this girl on a very constant rotation (i say rotation cause thats what it is!!) She is funny, smart, kinda cute and doesnt take my shit (without giving it back - - key in what i look for in a girl!!)
so i wen tout tonight and realisede that GAME is a constant improvement in liufestyle that everyone should strive for... i realise this as i approached the forst girl and fell righ ton my arse!!! i had a bit of AA but more so i couldnt feel the energy which should raise me above... id lost it!!! over time - it had disappeared...
i realised - if you dont use it, you lose it!! If anyone has ever surfed it can be realted to this...
i used to surf all the time and got pretty good at it - after going over seas i never surfed for a couple of years - tried to get back on it - and fell off before i even alomost got uo--- i was back to the start where i had to learn balance and composition...
and tonight--- same wotrh game... it is so important to develop you r inner game so it is a naturak state of mind and your always on (as per someone elses previous post) that if you dont use your qualities that you have buitl up - it will gradually disappear!!!!
i was shit tonight and got out gamed by some chumped up ugly other fucker... i knew i was better looking, more interesting and fun than him - but he made the move and stuck wiith it.... me??....... i juyst sat back with my mate aqnd said nothing..... fucked hey???!!!


carpe diem mother fuckers.......

am fucking drunk and thats my rant - might re-read and change tomoz...

ming out

Ming , I got your solution



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