So this is the situation: I started to talk to a HB on my master degree, the problem is that I have a gf and the HB know it. He already had two dates, on the last one wich was thursday she confessed to me that she already tought in kissing me and making out, blah blah. We had our's moments to kiss, but I never pushed the trigger because I dont like to cheat, I told that to her. After the second date she sent me a message saying: "I really enjoyed to be with you".

Next day I decided to create some drama:

Me: I hate the way you make me like you. I like to be with you but I cant because I dont want to be hurt.
Her: Why you would be hurt?
Me: I dated my gf for so many years, but you are different.
Her: How?
Me: I don´t know, I don´t know what you want
Her: Neither do I, but I Like you
Me: I want to kiss you right now
Her: you have a gf, things are difficult for us.

That was during afternoon. Later that night I sent:

Me: I want to be with you. I feel an attraction for you and I know I have a gf. I don´t want to hurt you, but if things between us get complicated we can stop.


She never replied, Im pretty sure I fucked up.