I really don't know where to begin. For the past couple of months my success with women has been stale to say the least. Every encounter I've had has gone sour. This past month I haven't been approaching and opening anyone. I find myself making excuses now, which has never happened before. "I can't.. I have to go study for finals". "I don't feel like it". I think that I haven't gotten anywhere this month. I have had disappointment after disappointment.. Still into small talk and it NEVER going anywhere... And now my approach anixity it back. That lump in the back of my throat and that deep pain in my chest and my racing heart.

I have people on all sides of me, even my friend/roomate. Saying things like "Just wait".. "she will come to YOU". "That shit you read is just fucked up shit, JUST BE YOURSELF". ... How can I "be myself" when I don't even know who I am?... Some days I feel like a 23 year old highschool kid, so unsure of himself... And so fuckin sexually frustrated..

Maybe I need to go back to the basics.. baby steps all over again...

I don't believe in "waiting".. I can't and I won't sucumb to that. I believe in making IT for yourself... I have the power to change my life... I can change.. I must.. You can not just wait around and that great job or that great women just falls into your lap one day It just doesn't wokr that way..... maybe I've already met the woman I was suppose to marry somewhere in my past and now she's gone... What do the naysayers say to that?
The answer is out there, to my problem.. maybe it's a workshop (Art Of Rapport) I know it's there.. It's just a means to find it that I'm lacking
I know my problem has always been connecting with a woman.. Deep Rapport.. I want to be the guy that she says "Wow.. he gets me". I want to be the MAN that leaves a lasting impression on women... I know I can do this.. I have to.. I will not take NO for an answer.. I'm a confidence, intelligent, and attractive MAN.. the bars will be broken...

Thanks for reading...

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"It's not who I'm underneath, but what I do that defines me"-SPAM Begins

wow it like you just read my mind man. i been felling the same way also. i been making stupid excuses also, instead of going forward, i feel like i been going backwards in my game. i think the best thing is to start with the basics again. that what i been doing so far and it helping me out. it helping me get rid of some of my AA so far. good luck on getting out of this bad funk like me. but by the way you sound in your post. it sound like you would have no problem doing that.

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I don´t want to use the word “dream” but I have an ambition to become one of the best PUAs out there.

Well, at least you know what you have to do, AND you know you can't just "wait around". No, it DOESN'T work that way.