Some nights are so shitty, you wonder how you've had good nights, lol. But, thinking back on stuff, I see things that at times seem pretty amazing. At times, they seem normal too though.

I've been in 4somes. 2 guys 2 girls. The girl of the other couple loved me fucking her. My wife . . . well she wasn't impressed with the other guy.

I've been in 3somes, both mmf and ffm. Both are fun. Letting my wife have me and another guy is fun. Seeing another guy try to please her, then me actually pushing her over the edge. Then, seeing my wife make out with another woman, while they are laying in bed on top of me, is cool. Then, two naked women in bed with me, both working to please me, two pussies waiting for me to enter, two mouths kissing me, two sets of breasts for me to fondle, caress, and kiss. Two asses for me to squeeze. Waking up with two naked women in bed, one on each side of me.

Then, I've had girls take me into their groups with them while dancing. I've had girls push themselves up against me, grind hard against me, pull my hands to pull me tighter against them while dancing. I've had girls sandwich me on the dance floor, front, back, and at times even on the sides. I've switched partners while dancing, to give each girl some time with me. I've had girls want to kiss me so badly that they give me an almost never ending lip lock on the dance floor while they're grinding on me. I've had girls practically get themselves off while grinding on me. While we're dancing. I've had girls seduce me while dancing. They've, at times, searched the club, and the dance floor looking for me when I left them.

I've had nurses and surgeons in training to get hooked on me. They even introduced me to their friends, had their friends to dance with me, gave me multiple partners. They didn't want me to leave. Qualifying themselves to me about how they have their own place, two vehicles, pay their own bills, go to school for a high paying career, and working all at the same time. No time for a social life, BUT want me to spend with them.

I've had girls just flat out pin me against counters and walls and push themselves against me.

I've had girls expose themselves to me in the clubs and outside of the clubs.

I've had them want to fuck me in their cars because they've wanted me so bad.

I've had them play pool with me and we've negged each other back and forth, and I beat the shit out of her during the game, and she kept pushing for more from me, despite the fact that at least a half a dozen guys were buying her beer, and I wasn't spending any money on her. She'd hug me, she'd ask me to stay, she'd give me "that look".

I've had girls ditch their b/f's to hang with me, dance with me, talk to me, have fun with me.

I've had girls in thong contests with hot bodies, having the guys drool over them, hug me, hang on to me, give me "the look", push herself against me.

I've had girls in groups with other guys watch me on stage dancing and get as close to me as they could, and follow my every move, and give me EC as much as they could, and smile, even though other guys were there, including their man.

I've had girls come on to me right in front of my wife in the clubs. Dancing with me, getting dirty with me. My wife, of course, didn't care.

I've had MLTR's.

And other experiences I can't even remember right now.

And sometimes, I feel like I've done nothing . . .

What about you? Have you come a long way and feel like you've done nothing? Do you realize you have a long way to go to get to where you want to be?

What's it gonna take to get you to YOUR goal?

In two months I have come a long way. I have stamped out my approach anxiety. I can approach anyone without thinking about it. I have improved my online sarging, to the point I can sometimes close in a single night. I have generated three somes from girls that I have picked up and then used as a pivot to help me get what I really want! The more the better.

I have learned more openers and DHV routines and internalized them to the point I don't think about it hardly at all. I am much more confident than I have ever been in my life. I have kiss closed and f-closed.

I feel like I have a long way to go for several reasons. One typically, I can # close about 1 in 5 sets, but it's not consistent. I do better online than I do in person and in the field. I want to get better in the field. I know mostly the way to do that is to get out more and calibrate. Secondly, to practice more with my wings. Still have a long way to go.

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Been around the world twice, Talked to everyone once...

The other day as I move my TV and Playstation from my living room to my bedroom (about 20-30 ft) and hooking it up... this whole process took me about 10 minutes... and I was bitching to myself out loud the whole time... "All this fucking work just to get laid" I said aloud...

See I had an HB8.5 coming over to my place... to make me dinner... and "watch a movie" with me... which I wanted to happen in th S location. Thats a point where I'm reminded of the point I have arrived at... When now setting up a TV seems like alot of work to get laid, lol. Compaired to going out on dates, spending my money, and working for months... it's an interesting paradigm shift.

Where I'm going... I still have a ways to go. 1000's more people to teach... revolutions within the community to create... A negative image that the PUA community will likely obtain shortly in the public perspective, to reverse. For those with a "grand vision" there is no rest.