I have a problem, I think... an addiction to sex, but not just sex; since I have my girlfriend, but sex with other girls who are in a relationship. I can't help it.
I am on a relationship myself, and I love my girlfriend, been with her 16 months now. She completes me, with her I have fun, talk deep stuff all night, make love, eat, hug, cuddle, etc...
But, I can't help myself when seducing girls that have boyfriends, not just single girls, but when they have a boyfriend it adds so much excitement, my adrenaline rushes to the top. Its like a double rush, knowing that I am cheating, but they're cheating as well. Most of these encounters don't ever go past 3 or 5 times sex. Sometimes they just want to keep going for months, before I find it too risky.
I usually tell them about themselves, but sexually... I've been known to make them orgasm through msn by telling them where their G Spot is, they say their boyfriend has never make them felt like that, and that I didn't even touch them, and they ask to see me, which turns to wild sex, and by wild I mean it. Buttons flying across the hotel room, moans, screams...
And while I might find myself having sex with all these beautiful commited women, I don't feel any guilt when seeing my girlfriend, because I knows she's the only one (or at least my heart feels it) ... I make love to her, and have wild sex with others.
I've tried to stop this past weeks, but I can't. I am weak to temptations specially when it comes in the shape of a woman.
I even think I should visit those annonymous meetings and talk about it, or see a psychologist. I don't think its normal for me to be like this, and yet feel no damn guilt at all.
Sorry for rambling, I just needed to let this go off my chest, tell to someone that will not judge me or worst.
Thanks!